So, my statement of intent is done. I got over the dreading of writing it and just went to it. Four drafts later, and even some tinkering on that draft, it is finished. I’m not touching it anymore. I’m not even going to look at it.
What I am going to look at is the first draft of my scholarship essay. I’m going to be looking at this a lot over the coming days. It’s garbage, but at least it’s a draft. It is something resembling the thoughts I have on paper. My wife is going to shred it after she inks it up, but I’ve got something down, and that is better than what I had yesterday.
I’ve got my final recommendation confirmed, so once I am done with this last essay, my application will be ready to send.
I complained about having to write that statement, but after having done so, I saw it for what it was…an introspection. It allowed me the thought process to clearly consider why I want to go to graduate school. Granted, I’d already considered and considered why, but, there’s always a but, after talking with the program director and a professor I’m hoping to work with, there is some reality mixed in with the hopeful considerations I’ve had over the past months, really years.
So, it’s a dose of reality mixed with a pinch of hope and a dash of dreams. I’d say that’s a pretty good recipe. Wouldn’t you?
The time is getting closer. At the beginning of next month I will begin meeting with one of my professors and getting a reading list compiled. Then the real work can begin, and I’m looking forward to it.